Musings of a girl named juse

Christmas party 2011

2011-12-21T16:52:00.000-08:00

Today was our annual Christmas party at my work place, and twas even more festive this year than last. We also celebrated 20 year anniversaries for some of the employees who've been working here for that long, and that included my dad. Go dad! I can't believe it's been a little over three years for me to be a part of the facility. (Where has all the time gone?)

Instagram!

2011-12-19T19:03:00.001-08:00

I haven't been blogging lately, on blogger or tumblr, for many reasons. Besides school and my regular job, I got another job as well as an internship for DisFunkshion Mag which ended last month, and another job at La Tour Cafe which is about to end also because of my move to the mainland. About six months ago, I wanted to work on my resume so that I did. It's a shame that I could have had more months as experience but the decision to move came when I least expected it.

Besides all of that, I also got a new phone, an iPhone, so I've been on instagram lately. Sorry for those who don't have it (momentarily) but for those who do, please feel free to follow me. My username is jusebox. :)

3rd annual Christmas trolley ride

2011-12-19T18:49:00.000-08:00

Tis the season to be jolly and for Christmas festivities, so on Saturday night, I accompanied my boyfriend, his family and family-friends, on their annual Christmas trolley ride. It was a 30 minute ride around the streets of Honolulu to see the bright visuals of lights around town. It's a shame we sat on the wrong side of the trolley so I couldn't get pretty pictures.

Chapter: Moving to the mainland

2011-12-19T14:54:00.000-08:00

My life has two different paces, and until I learn to master the art of time management, I will continue to live constantly in two different paces: life on pause or life on the go (at lightning speeds).

I understand now that once you mature and grow older, a lot of things change. Time becomes more precious, and work sucks up a lot of the fun (once again, that is why you must do what you love when it comes to a career). I forgot to mention a new chapter of my life - where I finally made the move to steer towards a graphic design career so I'll mention in here.

Although it is once again not set about what my future plans will be for the next five years, I have a very blurry image of what I where I would want to be and how I would get there. Last semester, due to the lack of transportation methods and financial support, I went to a community college. I don't regret it, and frankly I liked the environment a hundred times more than I ever did at the university I went to. Now that the semester is over, a new chapter of my life is about to begin.

My boyfriend and I are moving to the mainland, something that I've always wanted to do, and I'm totally stoked! I'm not ready, but I'm taking advantage of this opportunity.

Wants list

2011-12-19T14:23:00.000-08:00

I've been trying to condense my bookmarks list full of random links I tend to neglect to keep up with. I started off with a simple Christmas list, but then things to out of hand when I realized my Christmas list is far from practical. So I compiled up a list of wants aka my wants list.

Naked 2 palette ($50) - I never got around to splurging on the first palette, and when I found the second palette was out, I realized I was glad I didn't get it. I like the exterior of this palette; its packaging sold me out, because yes, packaging is everything in this new day and age.

Clarins Pro Palette Eyebrow Kit ($35) Until there's a miracle for eyebrow growth or any fix up to par, a girl like me can never have too many eyebrow products!

Olympus Pen E-PM1 ($450) - I've always wanted micro 4/3s camera but I haven't been much into photography lately. Being without a desktop is a big change, and a big reason of why I lack the motivation to engage into my hobby. However, I always had and always will have a fetish for cameras. I'm currently in a white phase, so I'm loving white! My macbook pro's hard shell case is white, my iPad 2 is white, and the newest piece in my collection is my white iPhone 4s. I might as well finish it off with everything white that's for me to hold in my hands.

Specks Candyshell for iPhone 4s ($35) - Protection is necessary for a gem like my iPhone, and with this case I would get to utilize its LED flash that I've not gotten to love because of my current cases that hinder its capabilities.

Manfrotto Pro Tripod Legs ($180) and Manfrotto Joystick Head ($125) - A complete tripod may be necessary and easier to find than a companion to take pictures with. It would sit, stand, and stay whenever I please. I need me something sturdy like this for the sake of my camera.

Other things I want: 1-3 terabyte external hard drive (pocket-sized, miniature, and skinny), lenses, Canon 5d mk ii, and a 27" iMac. I am a tech-junky, tyvm.

I hope that you're all having a great holiday season. Also, sorry for the lack of posts (but you should already know that by now).

Chapter: Juse gets a new job

2011-10-04T01:52:00.001-07:00

Many instances that happen even on a daily basis can be considered another chapter in my life. I wish I could better allow you to see what I mean, but photographing my every moment of every day or even for just the weekend is something I just don't have the motivation to do.

I like to believe that I'm prone to change, except in a good and inevitable way that I sometimes enjoy - from the color of my nail polish to the hobbies I choose to the way I arrange my room to my studying habits - everything about be as well as around me constantly changes. Sometimes it happens more than I'd like it to, but overall I enjoy it. In a nutshell, I am a mess; I'm an emotional wreck that can't agree on anything permanently; I'm complicated.

Nothing about me is permanent, that's why I can't even decide on a tattoo if ever I would have myself inked. My favorite flower for various reasons interchanges, but for the most part it's never the same throughout point A to point B in time. I have no favorite quote or a meaningful motto that I live by. I don't want myself inked knowing that I might not want it later on in life. Tattoos are the least of my issues, there's are a whole ton more of things or thoughts that change over time.

I digress. The point of this post is to say that change is constant and sometimes I like it sometimes I don't, and sometimes change happens when you least expect it. I hate first days of anything because getting used to it is a horrible experience for me and when I'm finally used to it I dread the day and complain too much. I've got to get rid of bad habits and shake off this feeling of worry. I hate rejection. Each chapter of my life seems to end with rejection so when I'm ready for a new start is when I declare that it's officially another chapter of my life (to keep an optimistic mindset and to keep the motivation flowing).

Case in point: tomorrow is my first day of work at a cafe. I hope this time it will become a regular job where I get scheduled weekly unlike my other job that I'm not too sure where I stand.

Chapter: Musings of a girl named Juse

2011-09-21T15:49:00.000-07:00

I often act on impulse whether it comes to spending money or spending time; starting over has become a hobby for me referring to my musings on the internet mainly with e-mail, blogging, and archiving. Now it's a crime because the more I start over, the more I waste time. I have to rid myself of that bad habit (and many other habits similar in nature) and spend my time wisely as well as make it worth it. No more acting on impulse or having a "just because" attitude for the most part. Tumblr is where that happens.

For a few months now I've been contemplating on which blogging platform I would use for a long time, and I came down to Blogger. My other two options were Tumblr and Wordpress. I couldn't load Tumblr on Google reader so I wasn't going to wait for that update. Wordpress was a worthy opponent but I chose Blogger because I'm in love with Google and found that its interface was much more simpler and easy to use, although I find that in time I may want to use Wordpress to fulfill my needs, but maybe that will be another chapter of my life.

Anyways, I was never good at brainstorming or the elimination process, but now I'm at a pinnacle of my life and need to make decisions and I need to make them now; I seem to have less and less time to do what I want consisting of nothing, chasing dollars, and being productive on a daily basis. I honestly don't know where I'm headed, but I promise I'll get there. The internet is the start of my path that I'm paving.

With all that said, welcome to the beginning of a new chapter of my life - the one where it starts mattering the most. I'm 21 and finally ready to face reality. Sit back, relax and enjoy the musings of a girl named Juse.